Bickering..

Am back to the bickering mode.. I felt I was doing fine until this moment, my mind was calm, happy.. am leading a contented life, just finished prayers and wanted to have an ice-cream @ Ideal as was promised to me.

No ice-cream?? I start hitting out at the person who denied me that, why am I so angry? Is an ice-cream so darn important for me, more than the person besides me?

No, it is not the ice-cream that matters, it is the pain of not having a promise kept. Mentally, I've begun anticipating it, and tasting its creamy exterior, imagining the nut / fruit that goes with it..
I've already begun thinking of the soothing walk to the cream parlour before and after, holding hands.

The proximity to the person I love is denied, that is why I am raising such hell.

Now, I want to walk alone, with no one by my side, just a fast walk, trying to gather myself.
I read the post again, cannot even bring myself to pass a few lines, what a silly rant this is?
I do not care, I want to get this outta my mind, ve done it.

C ya after d walk.